So to speak
I’ve been sick lately with the reoccurrence of sinusitis. It gets really terrible
when I wake up in the morning. My mornings are full of nose congestion followed
by continuous sneezing and teary eyes. You can very well imagine the gross
picture. :(
Unable
to bear it no longer I thought I needed some complete rest and called in sick at
office yesterday. That’s normally when my boss keep looking for me, when I’m
not in office. Sigh, my bad luck.
But I found
this morning that he had a genuine reason to look for me. Who wouldn’t look for
me, the default Asset Declaration Administrator (ADA) when he is fined a
penalty of one month’s gross salary? I mean how could anyone bear to lose a month’s
gross salary as a penalty.
As if that’s not enough, I was also slapped a
penalty of one month’s national daily minimum wage. Gosh, that’s too much….(swallowing
hard with eyes rolling), that’s Nu. 3000/- (my month’s grocery bill) for failure
to submit a report on Asset Declaration to Anti-Corruption Commission.
Early morning,
my heart started to thump louder than normal and I started to sweat. My head
started hurting and I thought my heart was about to burst, scared to face the
boss and justify. You know this happens when you’re afraid that your boss would
not listen to you.
I thought I will have a nervous breakdown. God, please not
this when I have just stepped into this glorious 27 age just three days back, I
thought with eyes closed.
And the
letter sweetly ends with “upon the
deposit of the fine, please send us the copy of revenue receipt.” Here, I’m
having panic attacks now. I immediately called the dealing person in the
responsible office and narrated them the side of my story, basically my plight.
They told to justify in writings. Ok, I said and started writing the
justification letter.
Heck, you
must be wondering why I didn’t do my job. Hmnnn…I agree to that. As known, the
Asset Declaration period falls from 1st February to March end
annually. Just like the Personal Income Tax, Asset Declaration has been made
mandatory for all covered person to declare his/her asset, income and
liabilities. Now let me not go into the terminologies and confuse your further.
Owing to
some error while accessing the ACC’s website, our employees could not
file their asset declaration online. So they submitted in hard copies. Now as a
responsible ADA I was supposed to punch the details of some 500 plus employees
in the e-database. Isn’t that a nightmare provided the snail pace of internet
connectivity in my office?
So only after
the punching of all the details, the disproportionate asset report can be
generated which was supposed to be submitted. I we actually tried
punching in the details but it was not working; you see my point, so we left it.
Now this penalty turns out of the blue risking my life.
Finally I completed
the justification letter and went to see my boss to well...justify and get the letter signed,
armed with thick crocodile skin attitude, thinking that I’ll just whisk off his
anger and pretend that nothing happened. I told myself, “take a deep….breath,
you can do it Rekha!”
The blue file on my arms with the letter perfectly tacked
inside, I climbed the stairs gracefully to the boss’s office, as if I’m there to
receive an award and not some life threatening scolding.
I knocked the PA’s
office door and asked if Dasho is in. The PA answered that Dasho is not in. Huh?
"He’s out of station and will be back day after
tomorrow, she said." Goodness, what am I supposed to do until then?Wait and then die?
I’m too impatient. I
think too much and I know this will eat up my sleep, my appetite and my
thoughts. I’ll be imagining every disaster that’s likely to happen. It’s okay
for me to give up my month’s grocery bills as penalty, it’s not that I have
enough but I’ve no choice. But what about the boss? His gross salary?
Holy cow!
At least I’m sure I won’t be fired. And will the justification letter suffice?
I return to
my office, sit back and cannot do anything. Except write this, thinking of all
the possibilities that is likely to happen the day after tomorrow. As I munch
on my peanut butter sandwich and sip tea, I wish the earth would open and swallow me. Am
I being such a coward, I wonder?
When faced with this kind of circumstance, I try to seek comfort in quotes like this. I seriously pray and hope everything will be alright.
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Don't worry, keep calm. Show your pitiable face to your boss and what else can he do? Be sorry and that's the end. Eat well since you are sick.
ReplyDeleteTalking about your nose problem, I hope you are not using that red dabur toothpaste, that makes your nose bad in the morning.
Thank you so much! I seriously hope everything will be ok, I've been praying hard.
DeleteI don't use red dabur toothpaste. This problem with my nose is getting terrible day by day. I've been a sick dog for the past few weeeks. :(
Oh...that's bad...but being positive on the other side, i think seems like all your bad luck for many months, years, has come so early...now enjoy the better part of a luck..:P
DeleteSogyel I seriously hope thats true :P
DeleteI'm yet to enjoy the bad luck or the good luck or for that matter the better part of a luck tomorrow when I get to see the boss :P
Perhaps that is only a warning? hope it doesn't happen ..:) Do take care, face boss boldly..:P
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the encouragement.
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